tis week lorr.

it wasnt veri long when ii blog.. den kena complain tt ii didnt blog worx.. =P nth much realli cropped up.. den feel tired; real TIRED. on mon, ii was to attend a briefing on market day as juvone didnt cum sch wif hafiz. since b4 tat we had already decided wat we'll be selling, thus we have already booked our stall- sell food. after which we was the first class.. hohohox.the course was super boring. ii had attended it b4 lorr.. den on tue, ii went to shop to buy a present ferr jun.. den ermx.. was somehow walking here and dere.. hmm.. yup yupz. den was veri late.. sians. went hm after tt... on wed, ii was to attend a briefing on chair and co-chair.. den it ended quite late larhx.. went to eat den after tt go tuition le.. den c tt 2 den feel so tu lan. den on thur and fri ii went to find mdm lou.. sians oso.. budden quite fun lah.. cos ii managed to play =] den on sat and sun ii went to miko's chalet.. hmm.. so my whole week was so packed up.. realli feel tired. next mon and tue we oso get to skipped lessons!!! yesh~ can skip a and e math.. hehe. des was real unhappy wif her parents.. hmm. ii guess it wasnt realli her fault to feel realli angry; sad and stuffs lyk tt.. cos if it's me ii sure angry de.. hais. maybe da jie oso feel lyk tt tat tym.. ii dunnoe. cos it seems tt all the eldest will feel lyk tt.. des, if u managed to read tis: jus wanna let u noe no matta wat, dere is owaz me rite behind u.. jus turn behind and u will owaz find be rite dere; supporting u ferr each of everything u have done. rmb tt gal. ii have decided. ii will go back to tnps tis yr wif my ex-class ppl and all. no matta wat =] we realli didnt have a nice gathering ever since we graduated.. hope everyone will be dere.. and nt be lyk last yr.. and will tell mdm norsham abt it =)) and lastly, wishing my stead-wanling a veri happy bdae!!

todae. sians.

today maii mood swing realli sux alot. wat happen was tt todae ii woke up super early and ii was there.. kinda waiting ferr the tym ferr my dad to wake me up.. den ii was dere tinking sian sian sian. after which it was lyk raining- spoils my mood even moree. den practically, ii dragged myself to sch wif a heavy footsteps. ii was drenched despite the fact tt my dad was holding the umbrella and we were sharing a big one. half of me was wet. den was lyk sian. ii went to sch at abt 7.10am, which ii was never so late in my life when ii go to sch-be it in pri or sec.. den it was freezing. ii dun feel well esp wif the flu which was spread by him.. the first period was mt and ii was half asleep. shi lao shi was at there scolding abt the spelling test ferr those who didnt study.. den ii was there yawnin.. listening to 3yrs liao lorr.. den feel lyk "hey, how many zillon tyms do euu wan to repeat tt" of cos, i didnt say tt larhx.. den we had a gp work.. it lyk ridiculous lorr.. ii didnt even know wat to do.. durin the eng lesson, ms picca was at there.. kinda toking to us... den we wasted i period of eng.. then ferr the other period, we did the oral conversationn.. so sian.. almost died of boredom. ferr cme, we gt to know tt our cme teacher was resigning; nt b'cos tt the sch was budget and lousy and stuffs lyk tt.. bt it was b'cos he needed to take care of his daughter... who was having high fever.. we tok quite alot.. den was lyk he tok abt the pregnancy of his wife.. was kinda digusting larhxx.. hahas. we didnt have pe cos of the rain.. so sian.. we did our own things ferr tt. gt to know tt we arent playin bball animore; bt badminton.. well, as comparasion.. i definitely didnt wan badminton.. cos ii love to play ball games too much.. =) ferr amath.. mdm ho came into the class and was so angry.. cos it's lyk she was late mah.. and the class was dere hangin in the corridor lorr.. den she saw.. den she step into the class.. somewat giving us attitude lorr.. den she started teaching.. tt was the tym when i was so damn rite pissed off.. it happened lyk tis. ii was listening to mdm ho's lesson and ivan was there slpin in class.. when we were doing our class work, he woke up larhx. he kinda noe bits-and-pieces of work and he's dere keep asking me que. den at first ii thot tt the ans can onli be lyk 1 lorr.. den after which ii realised tt there is 2 lorr.. den he gib me tt attitude lyk "hey-u-didnt-tell-me-gt-2-ans" den ii was so pissed off and ii gib him a piece of my mind. ii was so angry lorr.. it was lyk u was the one who wanted to slp in class. and which he complain tt he didnt have tym to finish his work and was lyk disrespectfully scoldin mdm ho. was dere kept fan me. in eng, was taking my G2 den in amath class, was dere taking my workshheet without maii permission. ii wanted to realli scold him hard.. ii dunnoe. bt didnt in the end. if he continute somemore, maybe ii will. den was dere borrowin my liquid paper. so pissed. in geo, wanna slp. the lesson too boring.. feel much betta.. cos morning tink have a slight fever larhx.. maybe due to the rain.. hmm.. we learnt on climograph.. and in emath lesson, it was held in the IT resource rm.. it wasnt maii, honey and twin's fault ferr being late lorr... we was dere, waiting fer jonathan to cum back frm the lunch den it resulted tt we are late. den she's kinda angry lorr.. hais. life so hard. in emath, the new teacher, mr ng, taught us ferr math.. ii couldnt realli c the projector and hear his voice b'cos we were right at the back.. after which ii went to find ms picca.. den she say no nid to find her le.. cos we have discuss all the things in class already.. den ii went hm wif cindyy and estherr. we went to mini toons to buy sweets and candy mix. after tt we went hm.. me and estherr took 293 and ii was so kind =P ii sent her to her block de lift there.. she kinda didnt noe where is herr block lyk tt.. hahas. maybe some day, she might lost her way hm.. where she has lived there ferr 15 yrs lo.. haha. still have tuition later on. shall stop bloggin le. >)

racial harmony and tests

it's kinda ages since i blog.. well, sch's busy and i didnt have tym to blog as well as to cum online.. sians. gt racial harmony day ytd.. den my class have to wear the ethnic clothes.. den was lyk shit lorr.. I ONLI WEAR IT B'COS FERR 10MARKS. or else never will i ever wear it animore.. den was lyk when i was walking to the bus stop and everyone was lyk lookiing at me as if i'm some sickos or wat.. den i feel so paiseh.. den on the bus oso saw him.. hais.. den in class everyone was lyk commenting my super short skirt.. den i was feelin real RED in my face; lyk tomato.. somewat was reali hard to find tt.. den k0r was so bad.. saying me =((

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we gt back our test ferr chem and amath =] i was so happy.. firstly, i gt FULL marks ferr my matrix test.. it's kinda lyk so hard to get a full mark ferr test nowadays.. secondly, i finally passed my chem test after the 1st test in the 1st sem and i fail ferr the rest.. it's a good start..

bdae.

todae is a super special day ferr me =D lalalas` thx guys ferr making a "super wonderful" day ferr me.. and tt's getting drench.. hehes. jkjk lah; guys. special thx to- k0r k0r ben kok (sry everytym make u so embarassed abt *** budden dun sabo me too =P), lalala ivan (sry abt my temper =D), honey cindy and xiao hei shawn. tis are the the ppl who play water wif me and kena wet one.. hehes. nice rite? i kena drenched frm head to toe leh.. ths to- chinhui (twins rox), des, belle, jun, vone, jean, yingyun mummy, andrew-the-bitch daddy and of cos.. hehez. wan to ths euu guys ferr ur wonderful presents =) and ths to- those who wish me a veri happi bdae... and of cos [cant forget] wanna thx chinhui ferr going wif me to bugis to take neoprints wif me =D nice nice.. will scan euu de..

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felt so embarassed, esther and those ppl who are spreading the rumours abt him.. they make me yan mian he chun arhX.. no more face le.. =( dun have to be so mean rite?? hais. sian. whole class noe le lorr.. and tt guy: jus shut tat mouth of urs. u noe who u r. shit u larhx. -bhb-

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no doubt i was so happi today budden ms picca realli spoils my mood lorr.. is lyk tt fuck up teacher go and complain to her. i was so angry today.. budden u guys realli have brightened up my day. complain all u wan larhx cos i dun gib a single damn on it.

complicated

Song: Complicated Artist:Avril Lavigne

Uh huh, life's like this Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is Cause life's like this Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is Chill out whatcha yelling' for? Lay back it's all been done before And if you could let it be you will see i like you the way you are when we're drivin' in ur car and you're talking to me one on one but you've become somebody else round everyone else you're watching your back like you can't relax you're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me tell me why you have to go and make things so complicated? i see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated life's like this you and you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and yout turn into honesty and promise me i'm never goanna find you fake it no no no you come over unannounced dressed up like you're somethin' else where you are and where it's at you see you're making me laugh out when you strike your pose take off all ur preppy clothes you know you're not fooling anyone when you've become somebody else round everyone else you're watching your back like you can't relax you're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me tell me why you have to go and make things so complicated? i see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated life's like this you and you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and yout turn into honesty and promise me i'm never goanna find you fake it no no no Chill out whatcha yelling for? lay back, it's all done before and if you could onlt let it be you will see somebody else round everyone else you're watching your back like you can't relax you're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me tell me why you have to go and make things so complicated? i see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated life's like this you and you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and yout turn into honesty and promise me i'm never goanna find you fake it no no no why you have to go and make things so complicated? i see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated life's like this you and you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and yout turn into honesty and promise me i'm never goanna find you fake it no no no tis song is repeatin itself in my mind. ferr a zillon tym. it reminds me of our past; how closed we used to be and wat ended of it. it jus unfold itself.. out of a sudden, my eyes will become watery as tears start to flow. god, let me off tis pls. i do not wan to remember of tis history animore. i'm sry abt wat've happen.. yet, it may be my fault; urs or perphas ours..

fucked up lorr

i was so damn rite pissed off wif tt teacher; mr goh hp. he kpkb at my class all the tym. so biased to my claz. attitude him. shit larrr. den keep askin me and juvone if the class was lyk tt all the tym. i purposely say "yes" SUPERLY loud. den i wink at vone. hahas. lyk tt he wanna complain den do it lorr. used to it le. i hate him so much.. attitude me den i gib back.. den i kinda lyk attitude those arround me.. sry guys. i was realli angryy.. dunnoe y lah.. perphas i jus dun lyk it.. den somemore we have the mock test. sian. simin do wif me.. cos esther late.. den we tok and do together.. at least i passed tis larh.. haha. 8.5/16 hehe. nt bad larh =X realli miss mdm lim.. i noe last tym i didnt cherish her.. bt guess i'll. cos onli when u lose it den u'll understand.. i'll buck up in my phy (thou is lyk superly LOUSY =P)

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sian sian sian.. abit scared on mon.. hmm.. guesss i wanna sabo fiona 1st hehe. den i run far far =P i tink twin wanna play.. guess i'll be the most crazy de.. hehe. xian xia shou wei qiang. den run far far oso.. bt i guess i wont mind larrr cos i join in the fun =X den jun tell me smt so funni. she say it's alright to get bdae bash. bt one thing is more important. is how jia liadt dey sabo. den she asked me how much flour i wan.. =P if she bashed me wif flour den i do it on the 28th july =P *evil grins* den oso asked ppl to join in. hees.

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wanna thx him ferr waiting ferr me =] thx. shun cong wif my request too =)

tis week.

sians. tis whole is kinda in a full disaster ferr me. actually was alright de lorr.. den it all started wif those idiots who r spreading all those retard rumours. i was so angry wif khairul lorr.. pissed man. and get tis clear i DUN like the person in my class ok? den tis week feel so shag; tired; lonely. twin is so busy wif her choir. didnt have the heart to be her burden. thus, i decided. tease me all u wan. cos maybe tt the way u can be de-stress. certain things is nt tt i dun noe. i noe them lah; esp when u and nadiah were toking in the phy lab. i choose nt to say and see anything. bt no matta wat, there is a limit to my patience as well. kinda a loner. dunnoe y. budden i kind of making myself to be in my fantasy; to let myself stay as happy as i can ba cos i noe tt secondary life is short and i'll try to make myself as happi cos when sec 4 cum, i cant have animore fun. jus study, study and study. i dunnoe y budden on tue i lyk so unlucky lyk tt. went thru the inter dere wif someone den saw my mei mei. den i shag sia. almost die le.. =P den on tue also kena injured. go lib to call all my classmates to go back class.. den i accidentitally hit the table den injured my hip bone. den after tt in class, khairul kind of "friendly punch" wif my fist lorr.. den dunnoe y injured my thumb.. den after tt the nightmare came. he pushed me and i injured my right shoulder when i bang into the whiteboard. den gt bits of of blue black. shit him lah. den i lyk on the verge to be sick le.. gt cough and flu. " asked me to take care of myself.. hehe. den say lyk dun stresss myself lyk tt lorr... hmm.. guess i cant realli head to tis advice.. too much sch pressure le.. budden i try kies?? heehee.. den gt a math, chem, phy mock and hist elect test ferr tis week.. sian lorr.. tink a math and hist nt so bad.. bt ferr chem and phy i dunnoe lorr.. tmr the test and i dunnoe wat the hell is going on.. we had class photo tis week as well.. the first informal sux. we didnt hear the instructions when taking... whee` will blog when i have tym =]

shag. confused. tired.

hais hais. shag. tired. confused. and miss ur presence so much. luve the outing today despite the fact tt didnt go wif my class.. seen the other side of mr lai n mrs heng =] i hate those ppl who r spreading those rumours around me. i noe it's harmless bt y dun euu try it urself? u noe the feeling too. i apologise wat happen tt tym when ppl hear it bt nw u r SPREADING it to others. wtf. it's arent fair rite? u asked urself. fuck up man. still lurve mdm sim despite of she so bhb [whahaha] =P lurve her as her teacher; as a veri good fren [ai ni 184] take care! *** as expected, i was the ** i'm shooo clever =] hahas. of cos i do hope it wont happen again kies. it's arent good. cos u r the chair. i table oso kena scolded ferr late lorr.. and she comfirm will go around kpkb [u noe wat i mean]

comp lab c

currently in comp lab c.. sians. doig the history worksheet.. den i kinda slack alot le. sch arent as great as wat i thot to be le.. realli miss the old 2e5. wanna get back to wat we used to be. miss the tyms when can bullied shawn dey all.. hahas. wonder if todae test easy or not.. hope is ba.. :)) ahmad's b.dae. hees. happy b.dae, uncle.

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the math test today sux sia.. que 3 is i learnt b4 wan lorr.. den i dunnoe how to do.. somemore aftter the test i noe how to do sia.. blah blah =X

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wanna domote sia.. hais. haven tink abt how to tok to ms picca.

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currently, havin the prob of cant getting to slp at nite which is realli a great prob. it resulted in me to flare up pretty fast bt cooled down veri fast [jus lyk how i scolded ter today] i dunnoe wat's wrong in me nw. at nite simply cant slp [even at 12pm] i'm getting frustrated.. i wanna shout it out. bt who's dere to hear; to comfort me? i dunnoe. hais. wanna find the person who realli can went thru all those wif me... no matta guy or gal oso can. [i sounded so despo.. haha.] as long anione who realli wanna go thru all tis wif me. :)

fuck up man.

mon was youth day and we didnt have to go sch. and i went out wif kris.. so shuang man :) no sch. jus ytd, jie went to buy her formal wear fer presentation so nice shirt =) den she hab to wear HEELS. omg. cant believe it lorr. she gt wear meh?? ting was promoted to ex-co. well, congrats gal. i thot jan might be the president. hahas. well, guess i was wrong ba.. :)

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den today was jus so pissed off wif tt cheryl tang. fucked up man. it was suppose tt we, esther, cindy, hidayah, simin and jon. den we thot was heng's lessson den we intend to go late as wat we used to be.. den in the end den she scold us den tell us to go up and down again [which we didnt] den she's so sacastic to me. she said dere was a co-chair in the gp. fine. wanna shoot den go straight to the point. dun have to see at me den pretend lyk wat. fuck lorr. somemore she jus shame me in front of the whole class. fuck lahh. wan to complain to ms picca den go ahead. wanna to stap me off the post oso can. so wat. i dun gib it a damn man. make me lose appetite. bt despite me being so so angry, i was kinda thankful towards juvone; and of cos 3e3. i dun feel so bad le. :) cos is lyk juvone realli help me alot lorr.. esp when the part she explain to cheryl tang. den after tt when it's onli 12.45 instead of 12.50 and the class bell ring. she shouted 'class thank' and everyone follow cos we all dun lyk herr lorr. whahha. thx. and to my slutty daddy too.. :) shit man. den tmr gt e math test. sian man.

special. express. n(A), n(T)

s0metyms i w0nder.. why mus the society group ppl when we r onli pri 4; onli a naive 11yr old. is it fair ferr them?? ferr jus a mere pri 4, we are group into EM1, EM2 and EM3 den when we r in sec, the em1s and em2s are mainly going to special, express and normal academic course whereas the em3s mainly didnt have ani choice; i suppose jus normal tech.. is it realli fair ferr them?? euu may be the most hardworking bt as long euu have stepped into the em3 i guess the onli way is to continute to N(T) and to continute to ITE (or poly) wat the hell man. those ppl are usually condemened. is it realli fair ferr them?? not to me. i seen how hardworking ppl are in normal tech; my cuzzin. and i believe tat there r much more there. i dun believe in wat i hear; bt in wat i c ^.^ so wat euu r in special, express, normal(A), normal(T)?? i dun gib a damn to ur studies =D so long euu take me as a faithful fren.

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mum lied to me. she said she will pay ferr mine movie ticket to charlie and cholocate factory and she denied all those. fine. i'll pay ferr my movie MYSELF. i wont asked euu. the most daddy or da jie pay. watever. i was so pissed off man. tis is nt the 1st tym when euu take back wat euu say. i'll get used to it. forget abt it. even if euu finally agreed to pay ferr me, i wont even accept cos of wat euu say. suan le.

des..

out of a sudden, i feel i've grown to be much more mature; more understanding towards things. things are getting much betta each dae. i went to des's blog.. well shld say i wasnt realli as angry when i was in da past. last tym, i'd flared up and when my temper gt over me, i said those mean things and kinda made things sounds lyk it's totally nt my fault. nw, i kinda understand wat she mean.. well, it's realli true when euu tink realli deeply. ever since sec 3, we thot tt we could still be as close.. guess tym realli can separate us.. i dun get offended yea? jus wanna let euu noe, no matta wat, u can call or sms me ya?? i'll get back to euu asap ^.^ lurbe euu guys to da max =)

ytd.

blah blah blah. it's so sian at hm esp when dere is so much hw ferr me to do and i jus planted myself in front of the com :D ytd we missed the bus to HDB hub.. ok, it was MY fault tt resulted twin and honey to miss the bus. i'm truely sry gals. actually, me and chinhui went opp to eat and after tt we went to the mini mart near dere.. and we lost track of the tym.. which resulted the bus to left without us. if i didnt eat so slowly + wanting to go the mini mart, we will be able to catch the bus and didnt have to on next week.. seeing honey lyk tt realli shocked me.. i was reali scared of her.. bt if i answer ivan's first call den it wont be happening animore.. luckily i gt bring phone.. den ben kok kor kor call me.. den i realise something mus be wrong; terrible wrong and i was right.. the bus jus went.. kor gib the phone to mrs heng den she tok to me. mrs heng told me tt the bus have to reach town by 2.30, thus cant wait ferr us. i was shocked b'cos tis have never happen to me.. den we went to G.O was suppose to go in to c mr toh ferr extra class key... den was waiting outside cos gt ppl tok to him.. den saw ms picca.. she seemed lyk angry lyk tt.. den asked us y never go.. den we took extra key frm mr toh cos juvone have the key.. and she didnt return to the G.O... den door never locked.. den after taking key frm mr toh [when all cant open the class] and we write a note dere on the noticeboard.. den we took honey's bag and left.. oso realise tt ahmad uncle and khairul didnt go too...